wake up

so soon im off to college... i want to take history and music..ill take music as a major..definitly..i have too...it makes sense..hello  im gabriel

you know i like this xanga thing (even though now everyone is on myspace) lol ..you can get a cool message across

ive been living for 17 years....i look back on life so far and i describe it as a beautiful symphony..a truley beautiful one...filled with chords of heaven ..major,minor all that you can think of and more (if you wanna know what this whole statement ment, ask a musician) anyways...i like my life so far..i really do..i love it...but what makes me love it more is that theres always more to it and that it never stops making turns. now  ive noticed that sometimes things havent gone my way..and with the love and help of God it made sense to me..and becuase of God hes saved me from so much ive put myself into or tried to put myself into..please dont think im trying to promote a religon..just listen....just becuase you dont get something you want...or you feel you are betrayed or let down...dont seek after revenge...and dont chase after something or someone that has rejected you....there are certain things you must go after..and some that must come to you..thats just how it works..no matter what your gonna live by the rules..if you want to live a successfull and fufilled life. i really believe in this becuase to the human mind it doesnt make sense to not always go after what you want at the moment but to God and truth it makes perfect sense...you always will get what you give...how you treat people, they will treat you

so the next time your pissed off at someone for letting you down or something doesnt go your way..dont get mad about it..look at it at as a oppurtunity for you to be a better person and have patience with other people and life...we all kow that when we are going through something or doing somthing bad ..we need a friend who willl care for us no matter and will not judge us on our circumstances...and reading this..im sure you know who helped me out..but people have helped me out also..and so have i helped out..and you can do it to

im fo real

papo!!!

best latina=frances

i just saw "lord of war"...awsome movie, it really opned my eyes to how this world works and how normal it is to be crazy...think about it lol.

im thinking about who i want to take to prom. lol me and my sister made up this list of girls who seemed right for mwe to go to prom with...but there is this one who i really want to go with..the reason why is becuase i think i would have the most fun with her. my older sister said choose someone you care about..and that really made me think...lol my little sister said get someone that wold look good in  dress lol but i really dont care about that..really..(not that she wouldint look good in a dress.haha) but yea i think it would be great to go with her because i think we just match...like we're good friends thats the way its suppose to be if your gonna celebrate one of the most best times in your life..your suppose to be good friends..not lustful horny people lol

i wanna join the soccer team in my school becuase i just realized im pretty good at it..lol its like i know what to do.....lol i guess its becuase my father taught me when i was little...its so fun

i love music...but i love God more..i thank him so much for just putting it my life and him involving himself in it to help me with my talent and my life...its so great playing music for God becuase its like..when you worship God your on this totaly diffrent level ...a spiritual level becuase his presence just floods the room your in and its so much more greater than any feeling...its so much more greater then just playing music for yourself...Go's real true presence is just so much more awsome and anything ..and his music is so much better than regular music..its unexplainable..he is so much higher and he demands humility and i love that about God ...he takes out all the pride out of you and fills you with his love...and you have to always remember GOD IS A MUSICIAN so he knows how o deal with music becuase he created it...and everyday God teaches me how to play and listen to music...and sometimes i even hear songs they play in heaven ...lol im not going crazy  but i just love being so close to God it makes life BETTER

well im hoping to see my friends from camp soon....i cant wait to a holiday or something

and also pra for the victims of katrina and rita...and i thank God that rita turned from a catogory 5 to 1...its God who did that

well ill see you guys later ..be blessed  1

well yea im back..and i bet you didnt know i left and i explain in 5 4 3

i went to penslyvania for one week. I left during the day on sunday and got to the retreat site/campsite about 3 hours later when i got there only the helpers where there and i got to meet this guy who lived three blocks away from my house. im not going to explain everthing i did becuase  it would take too long...i did go on a thing called a zipline..that was awsome. who i really want to discuss in this entry is the people i met and how much a wondefull time i had with them and amazing they are to me..and i will start in the order that i met them

sarah and charity- my first impression of the sisters where "whoa i only see girls who look like this on a t.v. show or a country music channel (lol no offense guys), there where very kind to me and my sister and i admired that from the start... so later on during the week i got to know them and their habits and i was just in awe becuase of how true hearted they where...they where like hoeish or anything (lol i dont know any other word) they both just went along with everything and made me and my sister feel like we where all family...it just made me happy knowing that 2 beautiful girls can have great manners and have a strong faith in God becuase i really dont see that too often..you guys rock

orlando- ooooooooooo man orlando when i first saw i was like..."a hispanic from the country???" lol but no i happen to find out that he use to live just three blocks from me!! i got to know him like the first day becuase we had rooms together and i jamed witth him on my pastors guitar and it was awsome..he has a blessed voice and was like a older brother to me.. a puetro rican older brother..hahaha..thanks for your time man.

the kehrs- well with family of 11 kids(?)they ROCK lol just seeing all these kids and like 4 teens amzed me becuase ive never seen such a huge family that was so kind and true hearted who loved God and loved each other and worked hard to make everyone elses life easier in the family...jon the oldest son did the best napoleon dynamite impression..it was awsome..the oldest daughter brittany was very mature for her age..i was quite impressed becuase most of the time people her age still think living off of there moms will be ok till 30...lol..josh was a funny guy...he wasjust so marylandish lol..he made me laugh cuz sometimes he would say things napoleon dynamite would say...the whole family was so awsome..i love them all so much....alrigh i will contunue later but for now prop  me 1